Wednesday, 23 January 2013

Sedih

Hello guys , Assalamualaikum . Jumpa lagi kita hari ni , just nak share perasaan sedih sikit . Banyak benda yang saya fikir sebenarnya , cuma diorang je yang tahu . Malam-malam macam ni memang senang nak kesat air mata tau , betul saya cakap . I'm an emotional type .

I don't get the point why did they called me an arrogant at school . Since i move there , everything has changed . We're used to be friend but suddenly we become so awkward . Kalau saya rasa ni salah saya , saya minta maaf . Tapi saya dah minta maaf , langsung tak bagi respond . I'm so regret for what i've done . Seriously , i'm so mad and sad . Kalau aku buat salah , tegurlah . So aku boleh perbetulkan . Okay , now i admit . People changed , tapi kawan-kawan baik saya dekat sekolah lama takkan berubah . Diorang akan sentiasa ingat saya , i hope so :'(

Bila duduk sana , rasa sepi sangat . Saya share dengan Pyqa , dia faham apa yang saya rasa . Saya tak nak benda yang sama jadi , masa saya 12 tahun dulu . Now i have to take a risk . Time cannot be rewind back , i miss my girls a lot :'( . Everything has changed , so do i . From a talkative girl become a quite , a girl with full of laughter suddenly just know how to smile and heal the pain by herself . What a sad life for 2013 . Seems like 2013 will be a nightmare for me . I have to face all of this , all of this obstacles in front of me . The obstacles that must be defeat .

Walau apa-apa pun , tak ada siapa boleh gantikan Pyqa , Hanim , Intan and my cyber best friend , Asyilla Malik . I love you so much ! So please don't leave me behind , have a pity on me . I'm so lonely now , thanks Allah for met me up with you guys . I'm grateful enough because i have you . Semoga kita akan sentiasa bersama-sama mengikat kuat tali persahabatan kita agar tidak akan terputus . Semoga Allah merahmati sesiapa yang sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan aku . Ya Allah , please heal my pain . Please help me to forget him who doesn't know how to appreciate me . Please keep me strong . Thank You Allah .

Apa-apa pun , Salam Maulidur Rasul . Semoga kita di beri syafaat olehnya . Amin ~


Assalamualaikum... ^_^

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