I fall in love with someone that used to be my friend . He was boy , yeah obviously . I don't like him because he's cute but i like him because i love the way that he treated me . He was so caring . But it seems like he know that i'm having a crush on him . One day during an exam , he said like this . "Hey , kau suka aku kan??" and of course i tried my best to deny it ! "Eh kau , suka hati je" .
But , when he stares at me , i was so happy and can't stop smiling . Wherever i got text from him , i was like an idiot staring at my phone with a bright smile on my face . But i hope i can stop loving him , i don't want to get hurt . I just wanna be a normal girl , no need to care about love and feelings . But i know , it takes time .
I secretly stares at him in my class , but its crazy if he stares at me back . I need to control this , this ain't the time yet . I need to focus for my SPM in 2014 .
It doesn't mean that i want have a relationship with him , well couple is forbidden in Islam . Right muslims ?? So i just mentions his name in my Du'a . I'm not greedy , i wanna be his best friends . But who i am ?? I don't want to keep thinking of him until i forgot everything that Allah have done for me . So , i better pray for him so he won't forget me as his friend , yeah at least friend .
Okay , that's all for this topic . Just for fun , thanks =)
Assalamualaikum ...
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