Move on =)

Okay , this is different . Everyone has crush right ? Kita akan menyukai seseorang secara diam , tak kiralah apa usia sekali pun . Saya tanya adik saya pun dia kata dia ada minat sorang budak tadika "standby hanger* . Tapi perasaan suka ni sama ke dengan cinta ? Tapi saya nak cakap pasal "Move On" and not fall in love .

Secara jujurnya saya meminati seseorang ynag merupakan classmate saya , sejak tahun lepas but he's not realized that i'm here for him . Bila susah cari saya , bila senang lupa pula ye ? . And i sometimes i feel stupid , "what is my point to love him till now ?" "He doesn't have any sincerity to befriend me" "Did i just fell in love with him coz if his smile ?" That is not make sense at all . Saya dah pernah confessed , bukan confessed yang saya suka dia tapi saya confessed yang saya sunyi , actually i'm not obsessed . I just wanna be his close friend . And guess what happened after i confessed ? He takes it as a jokes from me . You know i'm shouting in front of him ? I don't why he's so stupid , HE DON'T GET I I SAID !!!

Maybe he's not the best one , yeah i'm not going to say that i want to marry him . NO ITS NOT ! Just admire je lah , Day by day , saya rasa perasaan suka tu macam dah lenyap . I don't care if he's absent or sick , i'm being normal . Adakah ini menunjukkan saya dah tak meminati dia ? Tapi saya suka keadaan saya sekarang , i don't need to care a lot about him . I need to think about myself . Okay look , kalau dia suka saya balik , doesn't mean that he's my soulmate . Tapi betul lah orang cakap , move on bukan macam bukak plastik lollipop eah . Takes too long . Sampai masanya aku harus memikirkan masa depan dan hala tuju serta had laju *OMG PHYSICS* . Kita kisah pasal dia , dia bukannya kisah pasal kita pun kan ? Then i decided to move on , and akhirnya dia lenyap daripada hati dan fikiran saya . Alhamdulillah .....

Walaupun kita sayang sangat orang tu tapi tak pernah nak sedar , actually ada orang yang sedang menantikan kita and menyayangi kita lebih dari kita menyanyangi dia . Aku tak sukalah orang bagi statement "forever alone" dekat diri dia . HELLO ?! What about your parents ? Your friends ? Yang kiri kanan dekat bahu tu ? Still lagi nak cakap forever alone ? Kita tak pernah bersendirian , Allah kan ada =)

La tahzan , there's a person might be in love with you ;)